Feeling sick now... Throat is hurting so badly... I can't really talk well. Its a bad thing to be sick in the office... As you may face sarcasm instead of real concern. I was on two days leaves on last week and I finish the urgent ones before I went on leave. I didnt leave any work for others to cover me... I can see that one of my boss didn't really wanna ask me abt my condition but nevertheless, she asked... "Huh...Are you sick AGAIN?" I rmb the last time I was sick, it was after the genting trip and that's it. I rather she never asked at all. People go on leave for many days... Small issue... I go on leave... For two days only... People think too much of it. My colleague say maybe one of my boss thought that I went for interview... I wish I could do it too. While I was struggling in the train in the morning...I thought of smth daring... Which is to tender now and apply for bank loan for uni! Haha... I was amazed by my courage for that moment and then it disappeared. Back to square one. I'm tired of being an "adult" ... At times like these, I just wanna whine and be loved like a child... Can I? Im sick and tired of being the" adult "instead of the children in the family. I'm Just a girl after all...